Objectives This study was conducted to reveal the meaning and essence of the experiences of intermediate full-time male counselors in relation to gender roles in the field of counseling, as well as to explore how these experiences contribute to the formation of their gender role identity.
 Methods By employing Giorgi's phenomenological research method, in-depth interviews and data analysis were conducted from February to June 2022, involving eight intermediate male counselors with counseling experience ranging from more than 4 years to less than 9 years.
 Results As a result, 87 constructed meanings, 27 subtopics, and 9 top topics were derived. Top topics included “Counseling entered with an inflated heart of expectations,” “unexpected realities of counseling,” “A heart that becomes worn out due to economic hardship,” “light and shadow experienced as a male counselor,” “the benefits and drawbacks of manhood in counseling relationships,” “colleagues as both mentors and friends,” “the intrinsic value of counseling that defies quantification,” “the discovery of the sublime worth of the counseling profession,” and “the aspiration to lead a fulfilling life as a male counselor.”
 Conclusions This study holds significant meaning as it elucidates the essence of the experiences and meaning of living as an intermediate male counselor, with a specific focus on gender role identity. It was revealed that male counselors often encounter irrationalities and grievances that arise solely because of their gender. Additionally, the study highlights the intermediate male full-time counselors' willingness to engage in long-term self-development, exemplifying their professional consciousness. These characteristics of intermediate male full-time counselors can provide valuable insights for self-understanding and adaptation for both novice male counselors undergoing training and education, and intermediate male counselors currently facing similar experiences.
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