Lost In Space Research Articles

“Lost in space and time”: Fathers’ experiences of preterm birth

ABSTRACT This study is a qualitative analysis of fathers’ experiences of preterm birth. Preterm birth affects about ten per cent of the families globally. It is a traumatic event, especially when the infant is very preterm. Often, parents are struggling with the experience without any psychological support. Though fathers’ role in the child’s healthy psychological development has been confirmed by recent studies, the impact of preterm birth on their paternal identity and their needs for support in this emotionally burdening situation has not been studied extensively. We analysed ten interviews using Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis, a method to study sensitive themes to determine the key themes as potential areas of intervention. We could find that these fathers live their lives in extended liminality, characterized by chaos and unpredictability, and are struggling with new, often unusual roles and responsibilities that may completely upset their private life – work balance. The first contact with the child is usually ambivalent and is burdened with grave concerns about the potential harms. Communication at Perinatal Intensive Care Units (PICUs), though seen as supportive, is not tailored to fathers’ competencies. Targeted intervention by trained counsellors at PICU could help the fathers overcome these traumatizing experiences.

Still Lost in Space? Understanding China and India’s Anti-Satellite Tests through an Eclectic Approach

ABSTRACT One of the most notable aspects of contemporary security policy has been the growing interest in counterspace capabilities, including the testing of destructive anti-satellite (ASAT) weapons, by major space powers at a time when space is becoming an increasingly complex strategic domain. In this reconfigured context, the rise of China and India as space powers has a significant impact on overall space security activities and policies. As a result, China and India have assumed crucial importance in debates about space security and military uses of space. This article examines the ASAT tests of China and India that were carried out in 2007 and 2019, respectively, by offering a synthetic analysis that combines structural imperatives, domestic influences, and national identity. It argues that such an eclectic approach provides a more comprehensive understanding of the drivers behind the development and testing of their ASATs.

«Затерянные в космосе» от 1965-го к 2018-му: формирование киборганических сообществ

Comparing the representations of a family in the 1965–1968 scientific television series Lost in Space and its 2018–2021 remake, the article explicates the worldview principles of the family building as a cyborganic community from the perspective of contemporary philosophical anthropology. The conceptual framework is based on Donna Haraway’s work on identity and community formation. Her ideas are considered in the context of new ontologies. The article attempts to ontologize the anthropological issues. Here, the interpretation of Donna Haraway’s approach is not limited to feminist theory or gender studies and correlates with such philosophical projects as Ernst Kapp’s philosophy of technology, Bruno Latour’s actor-network theory, Dilan Trigg’s phenomenology of horror and Timothy Morton’s object-oriented ontology. Both the 1965–1968 TV series and the 2018–2021 remake demonstrate that the family is the basis of society, equally necessary for survival on the Earth and on other planets. Both TV series represent a “planetary” family, that is, an exemplary family reflecting all of humanity. However, the worldview principles of assembling the family as a community differ in the two series. While in the original series, the representation of the Robinson family does not transcend the boundaries of the modern discourse of a family, the assemblage of the family in the remake unfolds within an approach that goes beyond the legacy of modernity and emphasizes cyborgization and the cyborganic community building.

Ellipse Crater Recognition for Lost-in-Space Scenario

In the field of deep space exploration, a crater recognition algorithm is key to landing navigation based on craters. When there is only visual information, determining how to identify the crater and provide the initial pose of the lander for a lost-in-space (LIS) scenario is a difficulty in terrain relative navigation (TRN). In this paper, a fast and robust crater recognition method for absolute pose estimation based on projective invariants is proposed, which can provide an accurate initial pose for tracking navigation. First, the method selects navigation craters to establish a small-capacity and high-efficiency crater database, and crater pair serial numbers and projective invariants are stored. Second, our method uses a dynamic threshold to solve the problem that the projective invariants are sensitive to noise. Then, an iterative pyramid algorithm is proposed to quickly filter redundancies. Using a dynamic threshold, the matching rate was increased by at least 10%, and the average processing speed was increased by 40%. When the detection errors of the major and minor axes of the ellipse reached 5%, the detection error of the center point reached 1 pixel, and the tilt angle error reached 5°; the matching rate was still >80%. Finally, the pose was estimated by solving the perspective-n-point (PNP) problem based on the recognized craters. The initial pose error in the simulation environment was less than 2°, and the position error was less than 44 m.

War, immigration and COVID-19: The experience of Afghan immigrants to Iran Amid the pandemic.

IntroductionAfghanistan's domestic upheaval following the Taliban's invasion leads to massive displacement of its population. The number of Afghan refugees in Iran has dramatically increased since the Taliban's takeover of Afghanistan in August 2021. Multiple pre-and post-migratory traumatic experiences affect immigrants' physical, psychological, social, and economic wellbeing. The coronavirus outbreak, considered a traumatic experience in human life in the 21st century, added to their problems in Iran and exposed them to new challenges. This qualitative study aimed to investigate their experiences early before, during, and after immigration and the pandemic's challenges to their lives in Iran.MethodsIn the present qualitative study, ten Afghan residents living in Iran who immigrated to Iran legally or illegally since the summer of 2021 and the last year after the second Taliban invasion were selected via purposive sampling. A semi-structured interview was applied to gather the data, and the data were analyzed through Braun and Clarke's thematic analysis method.ResultsTen male participants with a mean age of 26 y/o were interviewed. Their residence in Iran was between 20 days and 8 months. Four main themes were extracted. The first theme, the Tsunami of suffering, represents a disruption of the normal flow of life. Six subthemes, including loss, being near death, insecurity, sudden hopelessness, leaving the country involuntarily, and reluctance to explore underlying emotions, are included in this category. The second one, Lost in space, describes the participant's attempt to leave Afghanistan following the extensive losses and violent death threats. Their experiences are categorized into four subthemes: the miserable trip, encountering death, life-threatening experiences, and being physically and verbally abused. The third theme, with its five subthemes, try to demonstrate the participants' experiences after getting to their destination in Iran. The last one, Challenges of the COVID-19 explained the experience of Taliban return, war trauma, running away, and living as a refugee or immigrant coincided with the COVID pandemic.DiscussionOur interviewees explained multiple and successive traumatic experiences of war, migration, and the pandemic. The central clinical features of survivors are fears of losing control, being overwhelmed, and inability to cope. They felt abandoned because not only lost their family support in their homeland but could not also receive support in Iran due to the pandemic-related social distancing and isolation. They were dissociated and emotionally numb when describing their experience, which is a hallmark of experiencing severe, unprocessed traumas.ConclusionGaining a better understanding of Afghan refugees lived experiences may help provide them with better social and health care support. Proper mental and physical healthcare support and de-stigmatization programs may reduce the impact of multiple traumas on their wellbeing.

A Fast Star Identification Algorithm of Star Sensors in the LIS Mode

In the South Atlantic Anomaly (SAA) area, due to the influence of transient noise caused by space radiation, a star sensor can easily stay in the lost-in-space (LIS) mode for a long time. To solve this problem, this paper proposes a fast star identification (FSI) algorithm. First, a noise suppression method based on scale assessment and neighborhood comparison is developed. Next, a fast and accurate search technique of multiple main stars based on the k-vector technique is used to realize star identification. The search technique builds a self-defined attribute database of stars, and a fast search method of a repeated star identity is proposed to realize the positioning of the main star. Lastly, the final main stars are obtained through the comparison of field of view and verification of angular distance. The experimental results showed that when the star sensor works at a speed of 0.1°/s and the level of transient noise signals is lower than 900, the successful identification rate is higher than 70%. In addition, compared with the triangle algorithm, match group algorithm, and multi-pole algorithm (MPA), the proposed FSI algorithm has the advantages of a higher successful identification rate and a faster execution speed.

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Is Forensic Entomology Lost in Space?

Simple SummaryAlthough they affect most parameters that influence insect presence and development, spatial and scale effects are not normally considered in forensic entomology. Here, we documented the spatial dynamics of an important forensic taxon, the Calliphoridae, in the Greater Moncton area of New Brunswick, Canada. Results indicated that regional aggregation patterns of Calliphoridae differed among species and that the spatial relationship between species varied between aggregation and spatial anticorrelation. Overall, this study suggests that the dynamics of forensic insects in space differ in many ways among species, highlighting the importance for forensic entomology to consider spatial effects.Spatial and scale effects have barely been considered in forensic entomology, despite their pervasive influence on most of the parameters affecting the development of insect larval stages and the progression of insect succession on cadavers. Here, we used smoothing/interpolation techniques and semivariograms to document the spatial dynamics of sarcosaprophageous Calliphoridae, an important forensic taxon, in the Greater Moncton area in New Brunswick, Canada. Results indicated that the spatial dynamics of Calliphoridae differed between species, some species showing strong patterns of regional aggregation while others did not. Multivariate spatial correlations indicated that interspecific relationships in space varied widely, ranging from local and large-scale aggregation to spatial anticorrelation between species. Overall, this study suggested that even within a restricted timescale, the spatial dynamics of Calliphoridae can operate at many scales, manifest in different patterns, and be attributed to multiple different causes. We stress that forensic entomology has much to benefit from the use of spatial analysis because many important forensic questions, both at the fundamental and practical levels, require a spatial solution.

Designing an alternate reality board game with augmented reality and multi-dimensional scaffolding for promoting spatial and logical ability

ABSTRACT Logical thinking and reasoning of geometric space are among the key abilities of science and technology education. This research developed a framework of an alternate reality-based board game incorporating augmented reality (AR) exploration with multi-dimensional scaffolding, including cognitive scaffolding, metacognitive scaffolding, and peer scaffolding. Features included alternate reality games, board games, and AR technology. An educational alternate reality game Lost in Space based on the above framework was developed, and scaffolding was designed to help players focus on spatial and logical thinking. Participants were 127 tenth-grade students from northern Taiwan. Empirical analysis was conducted with the aim of exploring the learners’ learning outcomes, flow state, and perceptions of the multi-dimensional scaffolding as well as its usefulness. The results showed that there was no significant difference between the learning achievement of the students in the experimental group (using game learning) and the control group (using general teaching materials). However, students in the experimental group showed significant improvement in learning achievement after the game, while students in the control group showed no significant improvement in learning achievement. Moreover, experimental group learners could sense most of the cognitive scaffolding, metacognitive scaffolding, and peer scaffolding.

Improvement of star identification algorithms using a database generation method based on spatial correlation of stars.

A star tracker, in lost-in-space (LIS) and tracking operation modes, applies an accurate algorithm in the star identification phase. The pattern-matching-based star identification algorithms apply patterns to search a prebuilt database. By applying this newly proposed database, it is possible to apply many LIS algorithms in the LIS and tracking modes. Modifying accurate LIS mode algorithms through this proposed method and applying them in the tracking mode would improve reliability, accuracy, and speed. The simulation results indicate that this proposed approach would reduce the search time for all applied algorithms by a tens factor based on the algorithm's specifications.

Is Australia Really Lost in Space?

Australia is one of the world's most wealthy nations. Yet to the surprise and puzzlement of many observers, Australian governments over many years steadfastly refused to become involved in space activities in ways judged to be commensurate to the nation's wealth and place in the world. Repeated calls to establish a space agency were ignored or firmly rejected and civil and commercial investment in space activities was limited. In the past decade, there have been substantial developments and new investments in the policy, national security, civil and commercial domains. Perhaps the salient feature is the establishment of the Australian Space Agency in 2018. This article is a description and critical analysis of these developments. There are two key drivers to Australia's approach to space. The first is Australia's strategic geography, its location on Earth, its large size and small population most of whom live in a few large coastal cities. The second is national security, typically expressed though the nation's alliance relationships. These have been policy constants since the late 1940s and remain so today. This article demonstrates that recent developments, including the establishment of the space agency, are best understood as opportunistic outcomes and serendipitous results of a series of events several of which had little to do with space per se. Heralded by some as a new beginning, a closer analysis confirms the continuing importance of geography and national security as the two key drivers of Australia's approach to space.

Portfolio: Lost in Space

May 06 2021 Portfolio: Lost in Space John Jesurun John Jesurun John Jesurun is a playwright, director, and media artist based in New York. His body of work includes film, video and computer technology (Firefall, Snow, Slight Return) as well as new plays and rewritings of the classics (Faust∼How I Rose, Philoktetes), and directing opera (Harry Partch's Delusion of the Fury). Over the years he has staged numerous episodes of his ongoing serial, Chang in a Void Moon. Jesurun's productions have been seen at Brooklyn Academy of Music, the Kitchen, Dance Theater Workshop, Soho Rep, La MaMa, and Japan Society, in addition to his stagings in Europe, Mexico, and Japan. Recent productions include Distant Observer and Shadowland Live. His Shatterhand Massacree and other Media Texts is a PAJ Publications title. Search for other works by this author on: This Site Google Scholar Author and Article Information John Jesurun John Jesurun is a playwright, director, and media artist based in New York. His body of work includes film, video and computer technology (Firefall, Snow, Slight Return) as well as new plays and rewritings of the classics (Faust∼How I Rose, Philoktetes), and directing opera (Harry Partch's Delusion of the Fury). Over the years he has staged numerous episodes of his ongoing serial, Chang in a Void Moon. Jesurun's productions have been seen at Brooklyn Academy of Music, the Kitchen, Dance Theater Workshop, Soho Rep, La MaMa, and Japan Society, in addition to his stagings in Europe, Mexico, and Japan. Recent productions include Distant Observer and Shadowland Live. His Shatterhand Massacree and other Media Texts is a PAJ Publications title. Online Issn: 1537-9477 Print Issn: 1520-281X © 2021 John Jesurun2021John Jesurun PAJ: A Journal of Performance and Art (2021) 43 (2 (128)): 51–57. https://doi.org/10.1162/pajj_a_00561 Cite Icon Cite Permissions Share Icon Share Twitter LinkedIn Views Icon Views Article contents Figures & tables Video Audio Supplementary Data Peer Review Search Site Citation John Jesurun; Portfolio: Lost in Space. PAJ: A Journal of Performance and Art 2021; 43 (2 (128)): 51–57. doi: https://doi.org/10.1162/pajj_a_00561 Download citation file: Ris (Zotero) Reference Manager EasyBib Bookends Mendeley Papers EndNote RefWorks BibTex toolbar search Search Dropdown Menu toolbar search search input Search input auto suggest filter your search All ContentAll JournalsPAJ: A Journal of Performance and Art Search Advanced Search This content is only available as a PDF. © 2021 John Jesurun2021John Jesurun Article PDF first page preview Close Modal You do not currently have access to this content.

The Other Side of Hospitality: Migratory Aesthetics in Yael Bartana’s True Finn

My paper examines Mieke Bal’s concept of migratory aesthetics through the prism of hospitality. Critical of academic and institutional tendencies that either deny particularism or pin agents and artefacts to their alleged context, Bal develops her concept as a way of accommodating contemporary mobility without undermining cultural specificity. While arguing that “there is no such thing as site-unspecific art”, Bal is also critical of new historicism’s and traditional art history’s overemphasis on “provenance”, and underscores the political ramifications of this approach. Her critique can be read through the framework of hospitality. The notion of “provenance” frames the guest as the other and limits her ability to participate in the host’s culture. Hospitality, however, as Jacques Derrida maintains, is an ambivalent concept. While extending a friendly welcome, it also preserves hierarchy between the host and the guest. In my paper, I examine this other side of hospitality in Yael Bartana’s film True Finn (2014) and in Lost in Space (2005) of Mieke Bal and Shahram Entekhabi. I explore how these films organise the host/guest relation and how they deal with the political entanglement of hospitality.

MILLIMETRE MOON MEASUREMENT: 50 YEARS OF LUNAR LASER RANGING SINCE APOLLO 11!

Abstract. Since the dawn of time the Moon has held fascination for the earliest humans who saw it as a natural navigational beacon, a heavenly body to be revered and a poetic inspiration. Ancient art features the Moon as a prominent subject from all epochs and genres. The name “lunatic” infers that it drives men insane. Giant tides and rapid recessions of water are all attributed to its gravitational influence. As a young boy I was thrilled by stories of Moon travel like Jules Verne’s “From the Earth to the Moon” plus TV shows and movies such as “Lost in Space”, “Star Trek” and “Dr. Who.”The Russian-American “Space Race” focussed on the exciting possibility of man landing on the Moon. I cannot forget the live telecast of the Apollo 11 astronauts on the Moon’s surface in 1969 when I was 13 years old. Four years later I decided to be a land boundary surveyor trained in precise measurement for land title creation. My curiosity was alerted to the Apollo 11 laser ranging aspect of the project when the US team set up a bank of retro-reflectors for measurements from powerful devices on the Earth in the same way we Earthly surveyors make our daily measurements using such EDM equipment.In this paper I will describe the techniques and equipment utilised during this accurate Moon positioning project. You will also see the Earth observatories still measuring to five sites on the Moon and some ancient admirable attempts to determine this distance.

Did We Get Lost in Space A Step Away From 2020? Bibliometric Analysis of Turkish-Based Publications from 2008 to the Present in Science Citation Index and Citation Index-Expanded Indexed Journals in the Field of Anaesthesiology.

ObjectiveDespite the rapid increase in economy and general scientific activities, it is thought that the same increase may not be seen in publication quality. We aimed at evaluating the current scientific performance of our country in the field of anaesthesiology in international journals with a high impact value from 2008 to the present.MethodsThe list of anaesthesiology journals in the Science Citation Index (SCI) and SCI-Expanded (SCI/SCI-E) index and the ISSN numbers were obtained. The studies published in these journals from Turkey and from 2007 to September 2018 were listed. The year of publication, subject, method and number of citations and the conducting institution of each study were recorded. Institutions with the highest publications and institutions with the highest number of citations were identified.ResultsA total of 3,486 articles were found. Of them, 583 (16.7%) publications were from Turkey. The highest number of publications was in 2018 (14.4%) and the lowest was in 2015 (5.3%).ConclusionAlthough there seems to be a significant increase in the number of publications in recent years, the same increase is not reflected in the publication quality evaluation criteria and there is no increase in the number of prospective randomised controlled trials and citations.

Not Lost in Space

Industry 4.0 is often promoted by the same established, large manufacturing companies. Their examples do not strike a chord with the vast majority of smaller operations. But Andrew Allcock has news of an industry-first high precision shopfloor asset/workpiece location tracking project that does have broader relevance. And it is a key part of a data-driven business improvement effort at Dyer Engineering

Abstract #97: Lost in Space and Time: a Systematic Framework for Selecting TMS Parameters and Predicting Effects

Introduction: TMS parameter selection is a vexing issue for researchers and clinicians. Ideally, we could select personalized sets of TMS parameters and targets to address specific goals. In practice, only a few useful forms of TMS have been discovered. The primary issue is that we do not have a general understanding of how changing TMS parameters changes the effects of stimulation. For instance, if we applied TMS at a random amplitude, frequency and cortical location, no existing model would predict the likely effect on brain or behavior. A major impediment to developing this understanding, is thinking of TMS sequences as the important unit of study. We should develop methods that allow us to design optimal TMS to move individuals to target brain and behavioral states.

A robust star identification algorithm with star shortlisting

A star tracker provides the most accurate attitude solution in terms of arc seconds compared to the other existing attitude sensors. When no prior attitude information is available, it operates in “Lost-In-Space (LIS)” mode. Star pattern recognition, also known as star identification algorithm, forms the most crucial part of a star tracker in the LIS mode. Recognition reliability and speed are the two most important parameters of a star pattern recognition technique. In this paper, a novel star identification algorithm with star ID shortlisting is proposed. Firstly, the star IDs are shortlisted based on worst-case patch mismatch, and later stars are identified in the image by an initial match confirmed with a running sequential angular match technique. The proposed idea is tested on 16,200 simulated star images having magnitude uncertainty, noise stars, positional deviation, and varying size of the field of view. The proposed idea is also benchmarked with the state-of-the-art star pattern recognition techniques. Finally, the real-time performance of the proposed technique is tested on the 3104 real star images captured by a star tracker SST-20S currently mounted on a satellite. The proposed technique can achieve an identification accuracy of 98% and takes only 8.2 ms for identification on real images. Simulation and real-time results depict that the proposed technique is highly robust and achieves a high speed of identification suitable for actual space applications.

A novel star identification technique robust to high presence of false objects: The Multi-Poles Algorithm

This work proposes a novel technique for the star pattern recognition for the Lost in Space, named Multi-Poles Algorithm. This technique is especially designed to ensure a reliable identification of stars when there is a large number of false objects in the image, such as Single Event Upsets, hot pixels or other celestial bodies. The algorithm identifies the stars using three phases: the acceptance phase, the verification phase and the confirmation phase. The acceptance phase uses a polar technique to yield a set of accepted stars. The verification phase performs a cross-check between two sets of accepted stars providing a new set of verified stars. Finally, the confirmation phase introduces an additional check to discard or to keep a verified star. As a result, this procedure guarantees a high robustness to false objects in the acquired images. A reliable simulator is developed to test the algorithm to obtain accurate numerical results. The star tracker is simulated as a 1024×1024 Active Pixel Sensor with a 20° Field of View. The sensor noises are added using suitable distribution models. The stars are simulated using the Hipparcos catalog with corrected magnitudes accordingly to the instrumental response of the sensor. The Single Event Upsets are modeled based on typical shapes detected from some missions. The tests are conducted through a Monte Carlo analysis covering the entire celestial sphere. The numerical results are obtained for both a fixed and a variable attitude configuration. In the first case, the angular velocity is zero and the simulations give a success rate of 100% considering a number of false objects up to six times the number of the cataloged stars in the image. The success rate decreases at 66% when the number of false objects is increased to fifteen times the number of cataloged stars. For moderate angular velocities, preliminary results are given for constant rate and direction. By increasing the angular rate, the performances of the proposed algorithm decrease, since the location errors of the stars become much higher.

Grand Dragon, and: Locker Room

Grand Dragon, and: Locker Room John Lane (bio) Grand Dragon In the first photo Scoggin wearsa formal shiny crimson robe,no iconic hood, black Gregory Peckhair swept back, his chin sharpenough to gig mill pond frogs.He tosses an album towarda smoky burning cross.The summer of '66 John Lennonsoaked the South in kerosene,saying the Beatles were more popularthan Jesus. Militant djs struck the matchto start the spreading fire, burningpiles of records flared everywhere,the touring Fab Four's vinylmelted to black sapin the radio station parking lots. I was twelve that summerof the Beatle fires. I rememberScoggin's face from our church,Saxon Methodist, as in Anglo-Saxon,on the outskirts of the mill village,home of this man in the scarlet robe. We were all clannish back then,pews around us held uncles, [End Page 61] aunts, and cousins. My mother, sister,and I shared a Sunday service oncewith Scoggin, visiting our churchfrom Grace Baptist with his son Bobby,my youth group buddy. Fifty years laterI can't get enough of the Grand Dragon,maybe the closest I've ever satto evil, only one pew removed. I Google a second photo, South Carolina'sshadow realm, this time Scogginsits at a hearing of the Un-AmericanActivities Committee investigatingthe Klan's resurgence—he pleadsthe Fifth and walks away. Handsomeand stark in his heavy black glassesand his Sunday meeting clothes,Scoggin looked more like AtticusFinch than Adolph Hitler, but the sharpchin was a dead giveaway. In the third photo the albums burningbecome another bonfire in a mowed fieldoutside an upstate town where boys myand Bobby's age stand in short pantsand watch from the klavern's edge.Scoggin's hand gestures toward a new flame,and the fiery cross burns in black and white. Saxon Methodist was staid brick,like other '60s churches—built to servethe will, dispensing gospel to keepwarm-blooded boys like us on a narrow way.The summer of '66 Bobby and I had a crushon the preacher's daughter, pressedbetween us on hay rides. I flirtedin her family's brick parsonage [End Page 62] living room, watching It's About Timeor Lost in Space on the rabbit earsSunday nights, after the churchhad emptied. That fall, beforethe Beatles furor broke, we listenedto Revolver, "I'm only Sleeping"spinning in back bedrooms to sit usup before we woke to fires. What didI know then of hate's scarletmelody and living flame? Now a cardinal in royal redpilfers the feeder. Its feathered maskmissing, a pink beak on a raw,naked skull. One Sunday the preacherstoked a puny fire in the church'sgravel parking lot and everyone,I think, pitched in. That is, everyonemaybe but me. My only clues to truthare that in a family photoI stand playing a tennis racketlike George Harrison in my raggedBeatles wig, so it must not have burned.I still have Revolver, so maybe I said"No" when the preacher asked us to spurnthe devil's rock and roll. I need to thinkof this as my first defiant acta way of living with the dragons who flewamong us then, their scales mirrors blindingthose who looked to see them beating past. [End Page 63] Locker Room after Elizabeth Bishop Home from schoolin the afternoon to restbefore basketball practice.It's still hot. The leaveson the water oak have notbegun to turn. It's quietI feel very alone.I pick up the mail fromthe box and there it is:Sports Illustrated's collegebasketball issue with PeteMaravich on the cover.I sit down in the front room(a place no one ever sits)and flip through the pages,past "The short takes" and"They said it," the ads forChevys, starched Arrow shirts.From my mother's bedroomthe cry, my name. At firstI'm not sure, but then again.Not alone, but...