The inspiration for this paper emerged after a series of online meetings among four teacher educators of Color engaged in a collective memory work (CMW) research project. Initially, our purpose for coming together as a group centered on finding solidarity in a supportive community while also creating a space for theorizing our memories of experiences with institutionalized racism. It was in this space where we explored our experiences individually and collectively. We met together via Zoom 16 times during a 14-month period. During these two-hour meetings we discussed our institutional lives, the difficulties we face, and the broader socio-cultural implications of our work in teacher education. Using a CMW protocol, we wrote personal narratives and shared them with each other. Several unanticipated themes and thoughts involving racial gaslighting, White supremacy, and our place in the academy emerged from our discussions, which we theorize in this paper.
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