Vulnerable Vulvas: Female Genital Integrity in Health and Dis-ease ChristineLabuski There's only so much it can give before it either splits oryou just cry "Uncle!" You know the vulva isn't an easy place to look. You are like 100 percent of women who walk in the door. The vulva gets... I don't want to say, forgotten. —Dr. Robichaud, vulva clinic physician I started thinking about the vulva in earnest in the early 1990s. To be clear, it wasn't a big leap; I was already a gynecological nurse practitioner. But having come of professional age in reproductive health clinics, I was accustomed to directing my attention toward the practices that undermined the sexual health of my patients, rather than toward the more material aspects of their bodies. "Why aren't you using condoms with your new partner?" and "How can I help you to avoid another unwanted pregnancy?" were the typical—and behaviorally laden — circuits through which I assessed my patients' well-being. A current of genital hesitation was palpable during these encounters, most of which were literally framed by gynecological stirrups: a drape sheet pulled tightly over the knees, being "grossed out" by explicit references to female anatomy, or a flat refusal of the mirror I routinely offered for mutual genital inspection. During these years, I occasionally speculated about whether this hesitation affected FeministStudies39, no. 1. © 2013 by Feminist Studies, Inc. 248 Christine Labuski 249 the sexual choices that my patients made. But ultimately their vulvas, like their vaginas and internal pelvic cavities, were more like bodily vehicles through which I worked my women's health magic; canvases upon which I could inscribe the (feminist) rules and regulations for a sexually "healthy" lifestyle. This changed on the day I saw the before and after photographs of a woman who had undergone a cancer-related radical vulvectomy. I was at a women's health conference, attending a session about gyne cological cancers. I didn't specialize in oncology, but the presenter had moonlighted several years earlier at the abortion clinic where I worked. Dr. Nichols was compassionate, bright, and informative, and I was fully expecting to learn something from him;11 was not, how ever, prepared for the larger-than-life images that loomed before me that afternoon. Labia that had once protruded outward from the vaginal opening, touching themselves in their fleshy symmetry, had been replaced by a sheet of shiny white skin; hairless and with out a fold in sight, this stretch of skin was interrupted by two open ings whose more functional aspects were now very hard to miss. Even Nichols's engaging style could not mitigate the intensity of seeing a woman whose vulva had been cut away so drastically. Nor could it diminish the dismay I felt after hearing that she had been symp tomatic for quite some time. Nichols underscored that this case was far from unique and that, although malignancies were often subtle, female genitalia were too often lost because neither women nor their providers adequately understood what constituted a normal vulva. These days I think about vulvas almost constantly, only now I do so as a cultural anthropologist. Instead of asking questions about the individual behaviors of a particular woman, I examine collec tive practices, specifically those that structure the hesitation toward female genitalia that I am now certain conditions the reality of vulvar cancer. Recently my research led me to this recommendation, from a 2004 overview of gynecological cancers: Because there is evidence of diagnostic delays, that is, women seek medical care in advanced stages of the disease, some authors recom mend that women perform self-examination monthly and also that physicians be made aware of the features of [vulvar] disease.2 250 Christine Labuski Like Nichols, these authors (Duarte-Franco and Franco) ask clini cians to be more proactive in their vulvar surveillance: to promote more self-exams and to learn more about the diagnostic features of malignant abnormalities. Missing from their unfortunately brief discussion, however, are recommendations toward achieving either of these goals. A primary goal of this essay is to initiate a discussion about the challenges involved in promoting vulvar self-examinations in the...