Asterism, and When a Language Is Said to Be Lost, and Self-Portrait as I Ae Hee Lee (bio) Asterism Today too, the sky archesin faithful trajectory andeven when there's no eyeto keep it company, it unfurlsstars for the season.Tonight, my wonder is a needlewithout a thread,it embroiders with the missinglinks between a satellite's silver, the dyingedges of a sore, an oxtail boneI once nibbled clean,my grandmother's braidsturned tinsel after two wars,words, aluminum, allure,alumbrar, aludir—Yesterday's cloudmight become shadowedwith rain over some strangerI will meet another day [End Page 35] and the sheen over redpomegranate seedson my sister's hand warbleswhite like the seabetween us.I have many questionsI leave unresolved for tomorrowand tomorrow: every starperiphery and center,part lyre, part storied lover,not a single thing untethered. [End Page 36] When a Language Is Said to Be Lost or prodigal, it's really underway.This is the principle of mass conservation:that memory can be exhausted into feathery grayashes, but the mind, like hair, can't help but absorb,carry the smell of smoke wherever it goes. Belongingsplits easier than an atom into being, longing, and language, yes,I have known it to erode into dust, but also birtha new mountain within the mouth. [End Page 37] Self-Portrait as I I think, therefore I am. Or I amlying here because you think of me:your back blooms: my spine, a caterpillar,has found a resting place on it: you a warmline adding to my line: we convergeinto a single letter, write out the hanja 人over the swirling galaxyof our dark blankets to mean us a soul.In Spanish, yo is the first person singular,a pair made from consonant and vowel. With my airand your ear, we utter into existence.And I stands alone, untilwe get intimate, peel the dress from its diphthongthighs. Ai: love, morning and you risefor me. Ready the scent of eggs and coffee.Our yo omitted, personhood and timeinfused into action. Outside:the city stirs to make the city. [End Page 38] Ae Hee Lee Ae Hee Lee was born in South Korea and raised in Peru. She received her MFA from the University of Notre Dame and is a PhD candidate in Literature and Creative Writing at the University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee. Her poetry has been published or is forthcoming in the Georgia Review, Southeast Review, Poetry, Pleiades, Denver Quarterly, and the Adroit Journal, among others. She is the author of two chapbooks: Bedtime // Riverbed (Compound Press, 2017) and Dear Bear (Platypus Press, 2021). Copyright © 2020 Middlebury College Publications