sudden dispossession accompanying refugee flight is much more than loss of permanent home and traditional occupation or than parting from close friends and familiar places. It is also death of person one has become in particular context, and every refugee must be his or her own midwife at painful process of rebirth. Dervla Murphy frequent theme of exile in US Latina literature is framed within social and geopolitical reality of Latin America. Narratives of displacement and exile discussed in this article specifically focus on Central American and Caribbean experience determined by conditions of military regimes and authoritarianism in second half of twentieth century. Forced flee severe political repression and state violence in their homelands, Central American and Caribbean civilians came US mainly as political refugees, participating in massive population uprooting. In only three decades, from 1950-1983, almost two million people were forced relocate: approximately 900,000 Cubans; 300,000 Dominicans; 200,000 Nicaraguans; 300,000 Salvadorans; and 200,000 Guatemalans came US as documented and undocumented refugees (Pastor 300). effect of such massive relocations are typically experienced as psychological rupture that inevitably problematizes articulation of individual and collective subjectivity. As Edward Said notes, rift between human being and native often results in an alienation from self (173). This absence of strong grounding provokes feelings of uprootedness and nonbelonging, endangering one's personal sense of being and propelling one into perpetual solitude and nostalgia. inability find stable and complete meaning provokes crisis of self, fragmented subjectivity placed in continuous state of lack. Denied home and integrity in both homeland and immigrant location, exiles become confined space of absence and loss, or Said calls a perilous territory of not-belonging (177). In her analysis of Latin American women's writing in exile, Reading Body Politic (1993), Amy Kaminsky theorizes exile as particular form of presence-in-absence. She emphasizes its spatial configuration, pointing out that exile is primarily from, and not to, place (30). As physical topicality constituted by departure, exile is defined by what is missing, not by it contains, and its conditions of loss and emptiness foster a will return into (32). Desire reclaim presence is manifested, Kaminsky states, in perpetual longing, nostalgia, wish return, and fear of return where one can no longer be. Consequently, exile is experienced as dislocation, both physical and psychic. On other hand, exile may also offer liberating possibilities. Kaminsky notes that experience of physical and emotional rupture can lead personal growth and transformation. Through discovery of an inner capacity to survive and grow in new environment (37), one may find greater independence and confidence and thus gain more fulfilling self-affirmation and realization. Kaminsky compares this act of self-discovery rebirth, an emergence of new personhood and subjectivity. As epigraph this article states, exilic rebirth is inevitably connected death, the death of person one has become in particular context. Evidently, this individual liberation or, in Murphy's words, the painful process of rebirth--is attained in traumatic circumstances, but this is precisely why its meaning is so powerful and valuable. This article focuses on depiction of exile in three Latina texts--Helena Maria Viramontes' The Cariboo Cafe, Cristina Garcia's Dreaming in Cuban, and Julia Alvarez's How Garcia Girls Lost Their Accents--in an attempt investigate different articulations of exilic condition. …
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