The Length in Six Strokes Sharbari Zohra Ahmed (bio) Shalini is about to leave the office when her editor, Reza, who is nine years younger than she is, slaps a slim book with a black cover down on her desk and grins at her. "I need this reviewed by the end of the week. It's short and shitty but I'm curious what you think," he says. Shalini is a fiction writer working as a columnist for the literary supplement of a young newspaper called the Dhaka Chronicle in Dhaka, Bangladesh. After a divorce, installing her son in college, and three decades abroad, she moved here from New York to watch her alcoholic father die slowly, whittling away her mother's spirit in the process. Shalini's career, once filled with promise, is stalling. Her ambivalent agent keeps sending her novel back to be tweaked, and her story collection, which came out with a small publisher four years ago, was a mere blip in the literary firmament. Her advance paid barely half a month's rent in Greenpoint, Brooklyn. She had moved there after her divorce, a quixotic decision that left her feeling even more isolated and older, as she was surrounded by hip young mothers with tattoos and biracial children. Ironically, she had both the tattoo and the biracial child herself by the late nineties, when she was labeled a rebel. In Bangladesh, Shalini is a minor celebrity because of this collection, which was well received whenever anyone decided to receive it. In New York she had to beg independent bookstores door-to-door to stock her book. But as she likes to quip, "I killed in Dhaka." Sometimes she has to explain where Dhaka is, which significantly deflates the joke. Reza looks fetching today, in a fitted black V-neck tee, jeans, and red Puma sneakers. She is distracted by his finely shaped forearms and the edges of collarbone, jutting out slightly through the V. She has a minor, ongoing flirtation with Reza, who once professed to having sexual fantasies about her. He has not brought it up recently, though, and Shalini never tries to jog his memory. "Shalini apa?" His use of the formal "big sister" snaps her back to the book on her desk. She frowns and turns it over to a photo of the author, Anira Ali, a slim, attractive young woman in a sleeveless blouse and diaphanous cotton sari. Anira sits cross-legged on the floor next to a set of tablas and a sitar, suggesting eighteenth-century paintings of Mughal courtesans. Shalini shakes her head. "Nothing doing," she says. "I know her." [End Page 104] Reza frowns. "Of course, you do. We all do. Dhaka is incestuous." "She's almost a friend," Shalini says. "In the Dhaka sense. She teaches hot yoga at the American club. I want to take that class once I'm off the waiting list." Reza pulls a chair up next to her desk, uncomfortably close, making Shalini self-conscious. She is wearing wide-legged palazzo pants that hike up when she is sitting, revealing that she has not shaved her legs above the calves, one of her personal "life hacks" that has more to do with her functioning depressive state than living efficiently. She depilates only as far up as a pair of pants or dress requires her to. Once she gets the hang of wearing a sari every day, she will dispense with hair removal altogether. She has managed in the eight months of living in Dhaka to grow a fine mat of bristly black hair on each upper leg and an enviable thatch under each arm. She doesn't have the toned arms required to wear a sleeveless blouse like Anira Ali. She tries to tuck her legs underneath her. Her editor's eyes are on her face, which is also discomfiting. "I was going to promote you," he says, smiling. Shalini snorts. "Bullshit," she says. "No, really. I think you should run this supplement as co-deputy editor. We need the support." "Oh, Naila will love that," Shalini says, shaking her head. Naila, a twenty-six-year-old columnist and editor, has...
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