ABSTRACT This narrative self-study explores how a teacher educator managed to maintain civility while addressing controversial issues in a multicultural education course in Texas, amidst student resistance to a radical democratic curriculum. The educator describes their experience with Gabriel, a student whose resistance bumped against critical pedagogy approaches. Despite the educator’s careful planning and dialogue-centered teaching, an unforeseen moment of discomfort exposed the limitations of the teaching strategies. methods and underscored the need for emotional awareness in the act of teaching. The study’s findings explore critical pedagogical practices through explication of reflection-before-action, reflection-in-action, and reflection-after-action. Reflection-before-action, while valuable, cannot fully prepare educators for unexpected challenges, such as student resistance, that arise during teaching. Continued reflection in and on action is often necessary. Reflection-in-action revealed that a dialogue protocol used to maintain civility was inadequate, as it could not effectively handle dissent. Reflection-after-action, through personal journaling and discussions with critical friends and students, provided insights into managing the educator’s emotions, challenging assumptions, and enhancing listening and reflective skills. The study highlights the importance of embracing uncertainty and emotional complexity in teaching. It argues that effective critical pedagogy requires ongoing reflection and adaptability. Authors advocate for an ethical teaching approach that aligns with Freire’s call for empathy, humility, and daring dialogue, with students to bridge diverse, even contested, perspectives and foster democratic problem-solving experiences in education.
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