Reviewed by: Making My Pitch: A Woman’s Baseball Odyssey by Ila Borders, Jean Hastings Ardell Ron Briley Ila Borders with Jean Hastings Ardell, Making My Pitch: A Woman’s Baseball Odyssey. Lincoln: University of Nebraska Press, 2017. 224 pp. Cloth, $26.95. Ila Borders, who pursued her baseball dream by peaching collegiately in California and professionally in the independent Northern League, is a courageous young woman whose contributions to the game should enjoy more widespread acknowledgment by baseball fans. The memoir Making My Pitch which Borders wrote in conjunction with baseball historian Jean Hastings Ardell, author of Breaking into Baseball: Women and the National Game (2005), should help to correct this oversight and render Borders the recognition she so rightly deserves. While Making My Pitch offers plenty of “inside baseball” regarding such topics as pitch selection and how to throw the screwball, what makes this memoir truly outstanding is the courage displayed by Borders in addressing such difficult topics as a dysfunctional family, religion, sexual identity, love life, sexism in American society, and her life beyond the diamond. While grit, determination, and talent allowed Borders to pursue her baseball dream, she laments that her fears of openly acknowledging a gay sexual orientation endangered her baseball career and limited her pursuit of happiness and companionship. Borders concludes, “I realized I had made the mistake of finding my self-worth in what I did for a living, instead of who I was” (183). This level of insight allows Making My Pitch to extend beyond the baseball diamond and shed considerable light into issues of gender and sexuality within contemporary American society. Borders and Ardell also provide a unique structure for the memoir which focuses upon a July 30, 1998, game started by Borders for the Duluth-Superior Dukes against the Fargo-Moorhead RedHawks following her first professional win a week earlier. The RedHawks were the best hitting team in the Northern League, and for six innings Borders pitched scoreless baseball. The bullpen, however, could not hold back the RedHawks who won the game in extra innings. By stringing together twelve scoreless frames, Borders was at the apex of her professional career, yet there were no invitations to spring training or a tryout offered by any club in Major League Baseball. The six innings against Fargo-Moorhead correspond with chapters on Borders competing in Little League, middle and high school, college, and two seasons in the Northern League with the St. Paul Saints, Duluth-Superior Dukes, and Madison Black Wolf. It is a story of hard work and talent storming the barricades of prejudice in baseball and American society. Borders pursued her dream of a baseball career but at considerable personal cost. [End Page 235] Growing up in a Southern California working-class family, Ila’s interest in baseball was supported by her father, who taught his daughter how to play the game and insisted that Ila focus upon baseball and not be siphoned off into softball. Ila’s relationship with her father was complicated. She appreciated his support and as a high school athlete even played alongside him on male semi-professional baseball teams. He was tough on her, but the father fostered his daughter’s sense of determination. Yet, his discipline often bordered on abuse of Ila and her siblings, and later in her professional career, he appropriated endorsement money that his daughter earned. He also drank heavily and carried on an affair with another woman, doing little to conceal the relationship from Ila’s mother. Ila initially found her mother to be weak, but she was impressed as her mother learned to live on her own and struggled to deal with Ila’s same-sex attraction, a part of Ila’s identity which her father could not seem to recognize. In addition, Ila had to deal with the death of her maternal grandmother who drowned in the family pool while swimming with her granddaughter. The religious family was concerned with Ila’s aggressive behavior during grade school, and for middle school and high school she attended religious private schools. While some teammates and parents believed that it violated Christian principles for a girl to play as an equal on...
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