"Whatever I Have to Do That's Right:" Culture and the Precariousness of Personhood in a Poor Urban Neighborhood.

Abstract

This article presents a person-centered case study of one woman's struggles to realize a meaningful sense of personhood in a low-income urban neighborhood in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. An analysis of longitudinal ethnographic data for this case reveals how everyday aspirations toward a morally resonant lived-sense of personhood were informed by a core assemblage of three cultural models: "providing" and "being there" as a parent and doing so within a framework of "defensive individualism". This assemblage of cultural models was particularly compelling because of a combination of the embodied residue of childhood experiences and moments of "moral breakdown" in adult life. The experiences of moral breakdown were particularly meaningful because recurrent episodes of material hardship that constantly threatened to upend past efforts to realize a meaningful sense of personhood in everyday life and, in turn, generated a constant effort to reclaim and repair the symbolic markers of an achieved personhood that had been lost. These observations point to a precariousness of personhood that seemed to further motivate an investment in a self-definition in terms of this combination of cultural models.