In Limbo: A Graphic Memoir by Deb JJ Lee

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Reviewed by: In Limbo: A Graphic Memoir by Deb JJ Lee Kate Quealy-Gainer, Editor Lee, Deb Jj In Limbo: A Graphic Memoir; written and illus. by Deb JJ Lee. First Second, 2023 [352p] Trade ed. ISBN 9781250252654 $24.99 Paper ed. ISBN 9781250252661 $17.99 Reviewed from digital galleys R Gr. 9-12 Freshman year doesn’t begin so great for Deb: she gets teased for her Korean name, even when she insists everyone just call her Deborah, she has to endure her mother’s increasingly abusive criticisms, and she’s not doing so great in her classes. She’s looking forward to being with her friends in orchestra, but music isn’t her true passion, more of a demand by her mother. Deb’s more interested in art, and when [End Page 227] her mom signs her up for art classes and she finds a new friendship in bold and confident Quinn, things start to look up. Social dynamics change, however, and Deb’s mom’s emotional abuse escalates to physical, leading an overwhelmed Deb to attempt suicide. Fortunately, subsequent therapy and new friends and opportunities, including a visit to Seoul, help her find her footing, though she admits that her relationship with her mother will always be complex. There are few bright spots in Lee’s graphic novel memoir, and even the lighter ones have only a dull gleam, overshadowed by depression and social anxiety and making for a bleak but painfully authentic portrayal of mental illness and family trauma. That persistent despair is felt in the mostly monochromatic illustrations, with black and blue shadows constantly encroaching on the lighter elements and shifting panel structure echoing Deb’s moods. Lee’s artistic skill is undeniable, and the subtle stylistic changes add depth to both visual and emotional impact of the narrative. Readers of Krosoczka’s Hey, Kiddo (BCCB 11/18) might find this a somber counterpart that still explores the healing nature of art and its role in managing mental health and trauma. Copyright © 2023 The Board of Trustees of the University of Illinois