Entre pulsion et raison : dimensions psychodynamiques et sociologiques de la sexualité d’hommes gais séropositifs. Étude Hepaig, 2007–2008, France

Abstract

ObjectivesThis paper focuses on the psychodynamic dimension of narratives collected in interviews carried out with HIV-positive gay men, and completes two previous publications concerning the Hepaig-quali study, one centred on sexuality and the other on drug use. The Hepaig-quali study was part of the Hepaig epidemiological survey on acute hepatitis C among HIV-infected gay men, coordinated by the Institut de Veille Sanitaire (InVS, France). In addition to the results gathered from questionnaires, and with a focus on the “hepatitis C event”, the present study aimed to describe sexual practices and drug use among HCV-infected gay men, to assess the motivations of these choices, to position them in relation to their life histories and healthcare experiences, and to explore how they viewed their physical and mental health. MethodologyOur study was based on two successive in-depth interviews with 31 men previously included in the Hepaig survey. These interviews, conducted by a sociologist, were fully transcribed, and analysed from a dual psychodynamic and sociological viewpoint, an epistemological stance related to the comprehensive approach to behaviours. ResultsThirty-one men were included in this qualitative study. We focused specifically on the mental health of the respondents and the psychodynamic dimension of their narratives. Despite the fact that these interviews were not equivalent to “clinical cases”, psychic issues were very much present. In their own words, the respondents talked of their experiences of stress and depression, and some mentioned suicidal ideations. Most talked readily about their practices and explained them via discourse on achieving pleasure, alongside the rational control of risks. DiscussionIn many respects, the respondents appeared as “ordinary men”, in particular with respect to their gendered socialisation and their representations of the risks. From a mental health perspective, some specificities were linked to the experiences of discrimination and chronic illness. With the permanent tension between impulse and reason, between the search for pleasure and the need to control their lives, they present the characteristics of the hypermodern individual whose contradictions are revealed in their relationship with the other. ConclusionAccurately informed, the respondents also embraced the positivist medical discourse of their caregivers, which provides them with support and helps them to face the burden of HIV and HCV infections. The evolution of gay sexual culture leads these men, via the rejection of the “condom norm”, to choose practices described as more satisfying, but entailing greater risks. Nevertheless, as with any topic, their behaviours are regulated by other dimensions than knowledge and rationality. The search for pleasure is not always restrained by the hindrance and impediments of reason. This should lead caregivers to better understand and support the efforts that their patients make to reduce risks.