아버지의 외도를 경험한 성인자녀의 성찰경험에 대한 자문화기술지

Abstract

The present study aimed to what background children have who experienced father’s infidelity and examined the process of understanding and overcoming father’s infidelity in terms of multicultural social justice. The research question was set to What did I experience through my father’s infidelity? and was conducted by applying a reflective autoethnography research method to explore how the father’s infidelity was affected by the researcher’s life trajectory and how the researcher lives in the context of multicultural social justice. The results of the study show that the first category is 〈facing my father in 25 years〉, the second category is 〈stagnant life tied up in the past〉, the subcategory is 〈looking at parents as an individual〉, 〈bid male discourage〉, 〈beast capitalism〉, the third category is 〈digging out father’s love in a grave〉, the fourth category is 〈traveling to find me〉 and the subcategory is 〈coming out of the cave I made〉, 〈finding me through my mother〉, 〈my changes my parents feel〉. Through the results of the study, the practical implication of this study was to understand infidelity as an integrated perspective by analyzing the sociocultural context in which infidelity is inevitably viewed negatively, the understanding of each individual’s positionality and positionality surrounded by the social justice aspects. In addition, counseling theories such as multiculturalism and social justice conducted a reflective analysis to expand awareness of cultural prejudice, social discrimination, and oppression in the study of autoethnography