Exploring the wish to feel special: a collaborative autoethnography of six psychotherapy researchers
ABSTRACT Using collaborative ethnography, we (six psychotherapy researchers) wrote about and discussed our thoughts and feelings about feeling special or not feeling special in childhood, in our current relationships, and in our career. We identified five themes in our narratives: our definition of specialness, specialness in childhood, cultural contexts of specialness, specialness in academia, and a dialectic between specialness and its sometimes problematic consequences. We discuss these findings, as well as their personal and professional implications.
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- 10.1176/appi.psychotherapy.1963.17.3.472
- Jul 1, 1963
- American Journal of Psychotherapy
Back to table of contents Previous article Next article ArticlesNo AccessBeing and Becoming a Psychotherapist: The Search for IdentityE. S. C. Ford*, M.D.E. S. C. Ford*Seattle, Wash.*Department of Psychiatry, University of Washington School of Medicine.Search for more papers by this author, M.D.Published Online:30 Apr 2018https://doi.org/10.1176/appi.psychotherapy.1963.17.3.472AboutSectionsPDF/EPUB ToolsAdd to favoritesDownload CitationsTrack Citations ShareShare onFacebookTwitterLinked InEmail PDFThis content is only available as a PDF. Access content To read the fulltext, please use one of the options below to sign in or purchase access. Personal login Institutional Login Sign in via OpenAthens Purchase Save for later Item saved, go to cart PPV Articles - APT - American Journal of Psychotherapy $35.00 Add to cart PPV Articles - APT - American Journal of Psychotherapy Checkout Please login/register if you wish to pair your device and check access availability. Not a subscriber? 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- Apr 23, 2024
This chapter critically analyses challenges and opportunities of using collaborative autoethnography (CAE) while facing unexpected contexts, namely COVID-19-related social-distancing measures in Europe. We engage with CAE literature to explore the possibilities of sharing lived experiences and relationships in increasingly digitalised, socially distant conditions, our emotional development as individuals and as a team, and meanings of unexpected social changes. We document autoethnographic reflections from us as two female researchers during the COVID-19 European lockdowns, documenting how CAE enabled us to cope as well with the reopening of society. We reflect on the dynamics of distant relationship development, using diverse communication platforms given that, up to the present time, we have never met in person. Besides the COVID-19-related analytical work, we share insights from our day-to-day realities; the burdens and potentially traumatising events related to ‘COVID times’, like the proscription of routine social conduct, increased sanitation of public life, and emerging sociability. Significantly, this chapter contributes to the scant research on the ethics of CAE. We explore complexities associated with sharing lived experiences during unexpected crises events. We argue for a CAE approach that engages with micro-level interactions, reflective spaces and preparing researchers for being sensitive with participants in emergent contexts.
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- 10.4236/ojmp.2018.74006
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- Mar 14, 2011
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